Technically July marks the halfway point, but I've waited on this long enough and, seeing as nothing has happened against me yet, feels like a better time than ever to make it.
Last year I made a bit of a big stink about how life wasn't going so great, and how it got a bit better a few weeks later. To be honest, it wasn't that much better at that point either.
In fact, let me just say that 2017 was quite possibly the worst year I have ever experienced in my life thus far. Literally all throughout the year there were constant bumps that kept bringing us down. Bills weren't being payed and were significantly building up, things kept getting shut off, general inconvenient and interpersonal problems were rife, and I found out something that admittedly made some things make sense, but I refuse to divulge it here. In general, it was just an unhappy and frustrating mess.
To make an already long story short, our house ended up getting foreclosed on in November, and we had to leave. Due to even more poor choices and trusting the wrong people, it's really a miracle that we even managed to find a new place to live in the end. I guess connections with people really do make a difference.
Which brings us to the present. We've been living at our new place since early December, and I finally got a job back in February. Money worries are gone (for the most part at least) and bills are back on track and I ENSURE to keep it that way. We're all generally better off and doing well now, and I actually feel happier as a result. Are things perfect? Well, nothing really IS perfect. But I can say for certain that so far this year has been a giant leap upwards from the disaster of 2017, and I hope it continues like that.
I guess I'm telling you all this because I feel I owe you a bigger explanation in regards to my vagueness and secrecy in that other journal, and keeping it to myself after that is like a giant tacky curtain. I'm sorry for that vagueness and I'm sorry if I caused any worry, but things just became too critical that I couldn't bottle it up any further and had to vent, but at the same time I tried to keep it as minimum as possible because I'm just not used to talking about my personal life and woes. But what's done is done, so let me reassure you and reiterate that things are indeed better, and I hope to go up from here in the long run. And if life throws another curve ball my way...well that would just suck, wouldn't it?